It’s officially been almost two weeks since the New York trip. I’ve had many emotions since getting back to Eugene. I was hoping the NYC trip would re-light what got me into the advertising major in the first place: to do good. I definitely met good people and did good things. But I think I need a break from advertising. And I need to stop feeling guilty about that. It’s not what my heart is pulling me towards. But the trip certainly wasn’t a waste. It showed me certain things I was capable of. It reminded me how strong I can be when I am surrounded by diversity and good food. I thank the program every day for what it’s done in my life, and the memories of this trip will always remain in my heart of memories. - Zoë Haakenstad | 5.22.2019