Limp Dick Energy

I’m not talented enough to be here. 

I’m not smart enough, creative enough, or interesting enough. 

It wasn’t until halfway through packing last night when my roommate confronted me. “You need to stop!” Her being the first person I ever met when I came to UO as a freshman in 2015 she has seen me search for what I want to do and major in. Being from outside Allen Hall she had interesting insights that I think it’s been hard for me to see. “Yes, your portfolio still needs improving and your resume isn’t extensive. But you have such good ideas and are so creative.” 

I promise this week I will stop telling myself I’m not good enough. I know that the more I tell myself that, the more people will notice and believe that it’s true.

I think agencies can probably sniff out the limp dick energy. 

MP 5/5/19